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The Dartboard

by Carseat

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Close your eyes until you're floating deep In a troubled land with fossils of barren sheep In a world completely undone There's no going back No going back To what we used to know
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Triangle tangled up in a sitting room With chairs stacked up on asbestos floors Unemployed eyes catch in the iris And I shrink back into my shoulders Fogging up my face in the mirror So that you can’t see me turn gears anymore 'Cause I can see myself, feel myself falling in love with you I can feel that clutch, feel that resistance breaking through Blonde black cobwebs in my hair Spreading through the pores in my face [pores in my face] Why don’t I lounge back, enjoy my preview Instead, my clammy hands shake, red-dyed view [red-dyed view] But I won’t let go of it, no matter what it is I feel I won’t let go until it’s over Fogging up my face in the mirror So that you can’t see me turn gears anymore 'Cause I can see myself, feel myself falling in love with you I can feel that clutch, feel that resistance breaking through And I want to ponder I don’t want it harder I don’t want to wonder, I want to know And I won’t let go of it, no matter what it is I feel I won’t let go until I know it I won’t let go of it
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Chariot 02:08
Chariots await me Take me underneath your wing, take me Daily flowers sedate me, shake me Shape me from the shape I was before Swallow pills and chemicals make you feel something In, out, and leap the box around me until I feel whole Do I want you, golden pedestal Do I see myself within yourself within me I want to throw my thoughts at someone who can preach it to me Take my time when my heart starts to open Take your time your timeline is open I am sure you will know by then Cancer weans and wobbles in Watch the moon eclipse and then I’m gone
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Silk 03:17
Just breathe Just breathe She tells me Dreams cease Dreams cease Leaving me with a void Bricks in lungs Stuffed with friends Stop me Stop me Rest assured No wrong done Mind warps on silk Bricks in box Stuffed with friends Leave me Lead me Away from Away from The focal point The anxious concave In my room In my room With her Dreams cease Dreams cease Ceasing cease
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EBP 01:45
As for you You can consume But don’t expect me to oblige to your intrusive embrace Liquor strains the water in your veins And vinegar weans it out until you’re a walking prune Aged-drowned mouth Grayed pores now I’m squirming and can’t defer it away As for her, I am sure she got everything she wants As for me I’ve split free But was kicked in a bag and hungover in my arched back, amnesiac
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The dartboard, golden, whispers deafness into my premature fears The armadillo arch-glued in pain Turning in my skin It churns and melts my timpanis into wax clogged in Drenched origami in the mud And I’m curled up My conscious cartwheeling in film etched in blank eyelids I’m foolish to dream Gyratory ants shut the night light off Warbled, morphing Honey, won’t you come down Come down and get a glass of water with me Small tarsals crackle down the stairs The water twirls down A Taurus sitting in a plastic cup [there's no need to fall asleep] I swallow the sound out But it’s nesting in cavities opening flood gates in my brain Although it hurts me, amygdalae will always win in my genes And it’s held me, dread in fear of those macabre eyes in the grain Never relenting or letting my childhood sleep Warbled, morphing

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A concept record I wrote about dreams during quarantine.

If you click on each song, I give some details about what each dream was and a little sketch I made of it.

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released October 30, 2021

Produced and recorded by me in my basement
Art by Kristin McCarthy
Mixed by me for the most part (Olivia Monarch mixed the last one)
"Mastered" by me (not really mastering, just made it a little more cohesive)

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Carseat Worcester, Massachusetts

Songs to bathe in for a while.

You can find me at @c.arseat on Instagram.

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